This is the first Me & My Health blog post for 2019. I know some people read my blog just for the beauty reviews and first impressions but I wanted to be as real as possible with people and if this is the first Me & My Health blog post you are reading of mine then 'hello', in this blog post I explain how I am feeling, if you want to get more information about then I suggest you read the previous blog posts because some of this might not make sense. Also somebody told me that the last Me & My Health blog post made them cry because of how down I was, I am completely honest, I don't verbally talk to people how I feel and I know that is bad but I feel ashamed to say that I am struggling which is wrong BUT by me writing it down I feel slightly better.